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Title: Endgame
Author: [livejournal.com profile] dexstarr
Word Count: 452
Rating: PG-13
Challenge: Written for [livejournal.com profile] condwiramurs for [livejournal.com profile] rarepair_shorts's Summer 2011 Wishlist Event. Prompt: manipulation.
Characters: Bellatrix Lestrange/Hermione Granger
Warnings: AU, psychological non-con
Author's Note: Set in an AU where Hermione was captured by Bellatrix. Unbeta'ed.
Disclaimer: HP and all assorted belong to JKR and are not mine.
Summary: Hermione knows what is being done to her.

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Wizards may not have a name for it, but Hermione Granger does.

She knows exactly what is being done to her, because she has studied Muggle psychology. During her summers, she devoured books on the topic, as well as other subjects that weren’t taught at Hogwarts—biology, calculus, French, and so on. Psychology was her favorite; the subject fascinated her, and she couldn’t help but search for some Muggle explanation for Voldemort’s hatred of everything non-magical.

She never found one, but the information gained those summers is coming in handy now.

Bellatrix Lestrange may not have a name for it, but she does not need one.

For Bellatrix, the process of breaking someone and forcing them to submit is as natural as breathing.

For Hermione, pretending to be broken and to submit is something that goes against every fiber of her being.

Gryffindors are supposed to be strong and daring and brave. They are supposed to spit in the face of evil, to protest and fight at every chance.

But she has chosen a different way.

Hermione tells herself that it takes just as much courage to submit as it does to fight. Only a lioness could pretend to welcome Bellatrix’s twisted affections: the sharp hiss of her whip, the stomach-twisting coolness of her knife.

When Bellatrix shows her off to the other Death Eaters, Hermione kneels with her head pressed to the ground, silent and subdued. She is filth to them, no better than an animal; they soon forget about her and discuss their future plans. Hermione’s eyes gleam with satisfaction as she locks every single detail in her memory.

She knows her chance to escape will come. It will be slim, but it will be there. Maybe Bellatrix will forget to chain her ankle to the bed one night, or will leave her free of the Body-Bind Curse when she goes out. Hermione has been waiting and working towards this since she was captured, trying to get to the point where her submissive behavior will convince Bellatrix she is broken. It is the hardest thing she has ever done, forcing her mind and body to obey every order and whim of the older witch without complaining or hesitating.

When Bellatrix snaps her fingers, Hermione crawls to her without thinking, head resting on a black-robed knee. Thin fingers pet her hair, smoothing back bushy curls, and she purrs quietly.

“Good poppet.”

Mudblood, filth, bitch—those are the names Hermione is used to. Affection is rare, and she relaxes. Her eyes close and her head tilts back.

Then her eyes snap open—

She didn’t think.

Hermione may know what is being done to her, but that does not mean she can stop it.


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Date: 2011-07-31 04:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] reg-flint.livejournal.com
Who can resist? Lion tamer on levels Hermione can't escape from. Bwahaha.

Date: 2011-08-11 04:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dexstarr.livejournal.com
Yup. Hermione's cleverness can't win all the time.

Date: 2011-07-31 09:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] demoka.livejournal.com
Guh! That was perfect! Yes, Hermione is smart in pretending, but sometimes, a role played for too long becomes true!

That was pretty awesome! Thanks for sharing!

Date: 2011-08-11 04:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dexstarr.livejournal.com
Thank you! I wanted it to have an impact without over-explaining what happened, and it was a difficult line to balance.

Glad you liked.

Thank you!

Date: 2011-08-01 06:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] condwiramurs.livejournal.com
Ohmygod.

I'm blown away. Hermione/Bellatrix is something of a new pairing for me, and I was dipping my toe in the water here a bit. You've converted me. :) I just.... wow, that is so well done. *chills*

But this fic is seriously amazing in another way too, because you apparently went into my head while I slept and stole my brain, and then made pottery with it. :) See, for a while I've had an idea for an unrequited Severus/Voldemort fic in which something similar happens (for different reasons) - I was actually thinking of this pairing when I put 'manipulation' as a prompt even - and yet you could basically replace Hermione with Severus and Bella with Voldie here and it would fit my head-fic perfectly. Down to the detail of the head on the knee. I had never considered that scenario for Bella/Hermione but it works so bloody perfectly! So, yeah, you do magic or something.

*huge squee and hugs* Thank you!

Re: Thank you!

Date: 2011-08-11 04:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dexstarr.livejournal.com
I added you back, in case the add came out of nowhere :)

I am so happy you liked it! Reading your comment made me feel all fuzzy and happy, especially since *chills* is precisely what I was going for.

Hermione/Bellatrix is actually the pairing that I wrote for my first HP fic (unposted/unfinished) and it's one I like a lot. I think it's more popular since that Malfoy Manor scene in DH1.

That is crazy that I was in your head! But I'm glad it turned out well for you.

Date: 2011-08-07 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] peskywhistpaw.livejournal.com
Uh. Wow. So I've never really liked this pairing, but now I can see why people do. You've done it perfectly. I love Hermione's interest in psychology, how she is trying to put a definition on the situation, and how she's trying to be so clever about planning her escape – but too clever. The part about Hermione not thinking is quietly terrifying. Great job!

Date: 2011-08-11 05:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dexstarr.livejournal.com
Thank you! I can see why some wouldn't like the pairing. I think it's hard to do plausibly, even in an AU-type situation.

'Quietly terrifying' is what I was going for, so I'm happy you got that impression. I didn't want to make Hermione's reaction blatantly obvious, but I also didn't want it to be unnoticeable.

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